Being a writer I want you to fall in love with my words
The way my mind speaks through my pen
You will discover the real me…my realist thoughts will be revealed
Every way I think, my decisions I make, all of my feels and my values on life
When you decide to love me it’s my mind that will captivate your heart
Fall for me not just in the present, but my past which made into the woman that I am
Learn my fears and failures
The happiest moments and my darkest days and how I’ve learned to survive
Let me curl up on your lap and read to you my favorite book
I want you to read my writing, get inside my head and see life from my perspective
Share your thoughts with me
I want to open both my mind and heart to you without judgement
Ask me why I love poetry and what’s hidden in my journal that no eyes have seen
Tell me stories from your past and how you have evolved into this marvelous human being
I want to be inspired by you, forever learning, shifting and growing
Becoming mentally and spiritually closer
Physical love will not last
I want to share something that goes beyond what the human eye can see
Fall in love with with my art, the only way to see me without seeing me
And that’s where you will find my soul
She Loves Beyoncè
I long to enter inside of her love’s Pandora, to hear each song as I explore her. She says she loves Beyoncè, because of how it makes her feel. But lately that’s all she’s had, that and emotional walls, so I told her I’ll love her past that, FLAWS AND ALL.
Our conversation progressed, and a tear rolled down her eye, with deep emotion, she uttered “I’m tired of all the lies, so it’s just ME, MYSELF AND I. Wiping her tears, I felt the flow of her pain and all she’s been through. So I made her a promise, that if we were ever to be CRAZY IN LOVE, for her, it would never be DÉJÀ VU.
Emphatically she smiled, saying “wow, you’ve got me SPEECHLESS”, then, I reached for her soul’s core, and there her ability to love was right beneath it. Battered and bruised, it was a sight so sad, so this one I’m not letting go, so I’ll never have to say that she was the BEST THING I NEVER HAD.
She says she loves Beyoncè, because of how it makes her feel. So to her heart I’ll LISTEN, and on this day I swear, she will never live in love, a life of RESENTMENT. We will let 1+1 equal forever, yes til the END OF TIME because I’D RATHER DIE YOUNG , than see another take care of what’s ordained to be mine.
The more God speaks to me, the more I know you are worth the wait. Because I first honor Him, He is teaching me how to honor you. Because I love Him he is teaching me how to love again. Please do not expect perfection but determination to become a better woman each day. As your Queen it is my duty as your help-meet to not only build you up but also reinforce what God has already placed in you. I see you, I feel you, and I respect you deeply..I prayed for you,all I can do now is wait patiently
where did you come from and how did you get here
are you here just for a season or for a lifetime my love
are you here to pick up the pieces or to break even more
did God send you to wipe away my tears,
to remind me of what love is again,
will you be the one to make me fall and stay in love
or will you leave me blinded and lost in love
can you stand the rain, fight through the storms
and survive the struggles
or will just give up on love and leave like the others
whose to say what your intentions are
but i prayed for a soulmate, helpmate, a best friend
SO ONE LAST QUESTION…ARE YOU THE ANSWER TO MY PRAYERS
Father, I pray that You would grant me the Spirit of wisdom and discernment so that I may know You better and love You more.
Give me an understanding heart so that I may be open to hear Your voice and hear You say, this is the path, walk in it.
Use me I pray to be Your hands and feet – Your voice and heart that I may be a channel through which You pour out Your grace to help to others – may I decrease to nothing so that only Christ is seen in my life – I ask this in the power of the Spirit and in the name of Jesus, in Whose name I pray.
THE TWISTS AND TURNS
LOSSES AND GAINS
THE HEARTACHE OF SACRIFICES MADE
GOING THROUGH THE STRUGGLES
SURVIVING THE UNIMAGINABLE
HAVING TO GROW THROUGH THE PAIN
BUT AFTER ITS ALL SAID AND DONE
THE HEALING WILL COME
YOU WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THE LIGHT
AND SAY THAT I AM A SURVIVOR;
SURVIVOR OF LIFE
#LIFE #HEALING #GOD #SURVIVOR #GLORIOUS